Recently I've been sick. Not from the flu, common cold, or migraines, but something different. I really dont know whats wrong, but something doesnt seem right. aiya, I think I whine too much. Anyways, the matter of fact is I really dont care about death or getting seriously ill. Everyones dying physically... isnt it true? Over the past couple of days, I've realized something... I dunno, but something clicked, I realized how important it is to live life. Not just living life for self pleasure or any other secular means, but living life to love and help others. Life's short. I'm already 18, and i'll be at 30, 50, or how ever long I live in no time. Maybe God will take me sooner, no one knows, but during my time on earth, I really want to show the love the Lord showed me to others. I truly want to dedicate my whole life to Him. However, I always question myself. Do I have the strength? Do I have the motivation? Am I worthy? ... I can only pray.